I’m watching everyone around me socializing and having the time of their lives, going to parties and fucking each other… while here I am alone like I am every night, filled with angst and despair as I sink deeper and deeper into depression and loneliness. If only I could reach out and touch someone in that other world, it would ease my pain and dread of living. But to the White Nationalist there is no other world. There is no one where to reach. These feelings come with the territory. WN is a step out of the mainstream. Every WN is God’s lonely man.